aaaARRGGHHhhh
stress is a funny thing. it’s an overused term really, like depression is. usually when i feel stressed it is because of some impending scary work-related thing, like exams or doing a talk in front of important people. it’s very short lived and afterwards i get the buzz of relief and accomplishment.
i have recently discovered a very different beast. it’s very odd. constant nervous tummy for no reason, headaches, overactive tear ducts, broken sleep, can’t concentrate but can’t be distracted by anything either, always feeling full even when i haven’t eaten all day and my favourite foods are laid out in front of me. went out the other day with carl to meet some stranger and i didn’t put any make-up on.
went shopping for a pair of jeans, came back with the new jeans, 3 tops, 1 pair of netball bottoms and a new jacket.
cool. this isn’t so bad after all.
